Do you know how much it hurts to be left out by literally everyone around you? My friends never ask me to join them in any of their adventures, my boyfriend chooses to keep me and his friends separated and even my own family ignores me most of the time unless they want something from me. It’s hard to act like I don’t care because I’ve always struggled with this. I dont have a lot of money or time to be inviting people over to my house to have any kind of party but if my friends throw anything Im either left out or the last to know. I feel like there might be one person saying “we better invite Megan so she doesn’t get mad” instead of “let’s invite Megan, she’s so funny!”…. Maybe not exactly that but I’m just tired of waiting around for people to pretend they’re my friend. I have few friends and I don’t even know if they like me. I usually consider my boyfriend as my best friend because he’s with me more often than others but when he’s not with me I feel like he wants nothing to do with me. Im reevaluating the people in my life as of late. I’m going to college in the fall and I can’t say I’ve ever been so excited for change. At least people there won’t already know they don’t like me or hear things about me. I’m tired of being a loner.
I’m sorry if you’re reading this and thinking to yourself why would anyone care? I think that daily..
Mi papá tiene 47 años= my dad is 47 years old
Mi papa tiene 47 anos= my potato has 47 assholes
I love spanish